Messy Life

Well once again it seems i dropped off the face of the earth. Lots has changed in the last few months which was the main cause of me being absent.

I have some big news, that not even I expected.

Miss Lillian

  Yup that's right I went and reproduced again, found out in June of last year we were having this little bundle. I had went to the dr. for new birth control as my cycles were still being a pain (literally) two days later I was back in his office to confirm the home test I did ha. big surprise.
So there went Roller derby, and well yup that sucked big time. what made it even worse was it was the worst pregnancy to date. honestly I never had an easy pregnancy, but this time oh man the first few months I was ill, in pain, didn't wanna eat, etc etc. as it got later on in my last trimester I developed what is called Cholestasis or as anyone who has had it calls it...oh god someone kill me please...or the itching disease. Basically my liver wasn't working which caused a back up of bile in my system, which causes you to itch like a mother trucker, when does the itch get worse you ask? at night of course so I spent the last few weeks of pregnancy not eating and throwing up and spending my nights trying not to scratch my skin off. they finally took pity on me and induced me on January 26th, 3 hours later this little girl was here. totally worth it...would I ever do it again? HELL NO. I am done. If I have to tie my own tubes I am done.
oh yes and of course while I was going through this, the rental we were living in became even shittier than it was before, the roof started leaking in my daughters room (the big one not the baby) during the fall which where I live is well rainy season, so we upped and moved since we couldn't find a place soon enough we ended up at my dad's til we could..that was November, it is now March and we are still here. but that is changing this summer. But that's a story for another day.