Well after two days of trying to figure out the best way to approach this subject in a blog as it can be a sensitive to many for so many different reasons here it goes.

I will start this off by saying that I have been on both sides of the fence of bullying I was bullied all throughout grade school for being fat, and into middle school the same although I did start to make some friends then. In middle school was when it started to change for me, I discovered the "wrong" crowd, drugs, booze and smoking. that's also when I started stealing to impress my "friends" had house parties since my dad worked alot.

In highschool things started to change I had a group of friends even a boyfriend (btw huge douche bag) and then we became the bullies and god we were horrible people, I still think about all the crap we did to other girls, fights, dumping things on them, one girl even dropped out and moved across the country to get away from us, why did we pick on her? she broke up me and the douche bag. I mean it was always stupid things. and then I still got bullied this time it was my two best friends, we were fighting and they actually said to me that no one liked me and I should just kill myself and get it over with. half an hour later I tried, the only thing that stopped me was the thought of my dad and what it would do to him.

So I have told you all that to discuss this I'm not sure how many of you have heard about the Amanda Todd story, the pooor girl who was bullied so bad that two days ago she took her life. I will post the links to her youtube video she created a while ago, and the story about her passing at the end.

Bullying is SICK that's all there is to it, there is no need for it in this world. There is enough bad shit out there that something stupid as this doesn't need to be added. If you don't like someone else that's fine ignore them you don't need to be part of their life then but for some people to take it to the extreme they do sickens me to my very core.

even more so is the fact how young kids are starting now, a little girl my daughters is friends with and who she waits for to walk into school everyday was running late today, when they arrived I found out she didn't want to go to school because she was being bullied, this girl is in kindergarten people. So really you have to think about it bullying really starts at home where else where do kids that young learn such nasty behaviour. It is becomming pretty obvious that it really is the parents that are failing all these kids that are being bullied or bullying. Because the parents of the ones being bullied are at a loss, alot of times they don't know what is going on and by the time they do it's too late and if they do find out sooner what can they do? talk to the school. Ya that always works out they can' do anything either, which will then make things worse. and hte parents of the ones who are doing the bullying what the fuck is wrong with you? does it really make you proud to see your kids go off to school and torment other people to the point where they want to take their own life?

something really needs to be done in this world to stop the bullying, there have been so many tries for iit to stop kids trying to help stop it, but really when you think about it, it's really us the parents who are the ones who need to put a stop to, get stricter with your kids, if you notice something wrong and they seem sad, get them help, what ever you need to do, because bullying began and has to be stopped by us!

Amanda Todd news story/youtube video.