Halloween what a pain

Ok so here I thought this year would be nice and easy, considering last year it was wet, it was raining and oh my god the whiny neighbor girl we went with last year, swore this year would be different. I should of known better I mean life with kids is never easy.
A couple months ago I bought two different costumes for Emi, thinking one will be perfect, at first it was working, a princess then changed her mind to the witch one, ok great either or...and 5 days before halloween she saw an episode of that annoying little bitch Dora (I hate that kid) where the brat was wearing a bumble bee costume, and it began "I want to be a bumble bee" it didn't stop. So every night I glued and sewed altering to make her a bee costume. Then the night before halloween I went out to find the last couple things I would need, think I found them? No of course not, so what happens you ask? I end up shelling out $35 freaking bucks for a bat girl costume $35 I mean seriously jesus christ. Emi saw it and well wasn't happy at first took some convincing but she agreed.
Ok day off, we made plans to head up to the Q's (military housing) to go with my friend and her boys, which really went well for the most part, Luke got bored and kept trying to run into the street, but all three big kids scored pretty big. Only took an hour yay thought I would be done. Oh how wrongI was we got home and Emi wanted to go around our neighborhood, grrr fine did a loop finally made it home, washed faces and a cup of hot  chocolate later, finally bed.
All in all not too bad, still pissed about the $35.

Welcome message and warning

Welcome to my blog, here is a little intro which will be followed by a small warning message.

I am a mom of two little ones my girl Emileigh is 4 and my little guy Luccas is 18 months, I love them both dearly they are my world (litteraly) but as a parent we all know the truth of what it is really like raising kids. It isn't all sunshine and rainbows some days are hard, which really is the point of this, a place to vent about the joys and well let's face it crappy parts of raising kids, and well married life lol. Yes I am married to a wonderful amazing man, but yes there are times when he isn't it lol. I am a stay at home mom who doesn't drive, so yes my kids are very much the only world I know.
One more thing I should add is, I am doing all this married stay at home stuff while having a mental illness I might get more into  that later.

and now the warning, this blog will have curse words, and negative words along with the good parts...so if you are one of those people who can't handle that type of stuff or refuse to believe raising a family can suck at times then leave now!